Dreaming Wide Awake
The street light danced on my skin through the blinds
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His hand caressing at my tinder small thighs
I peered through my eyes afraid to move
Felt as though I could almost puke
He rubbed my tiny chest as if it were his own
I felt so afraid, I never felt more alone
With hands like a nail file and eyes like a snake
I’d hoped I was dreaming; surely I would awake
As hard as I tried to call out for help
not a peep, no sound would come from my mouth
He noticed I had awoken, it wasn’t a dream
He ran like a coward and hid from me
I was never the same and never will be
All because a boy took what once belonged to me.
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Unscrupulous Sickness
Manipulative monster with your eyes so glazed
You must have been in quite a haze
Manipulative monster your stench so strong
How could I not know what you did was so wrong
Manipulative monster had me under your thumb
Drink up big man, you’re so fucking dumb
Manipulative monster with fingers like knives
You could cut through me, but not the lies
Manipulative monster “you’re special” you say
I never stood a chance at getting away
Manipulative monster your kiss burns like a fire
You burnt me straight down to my very last wire
Manipulative monster your voice haunts my dreams
I awoke for quite a while to my very own screams
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Manipulative monster forever banished and strayed
I hope that you now will wither away
Manipulative monster you can’t hurt me now
I see you so clearly you look like a clown
Manipulative monster “Our secret” no more
It’s time that I end this very war
Manipulative monster say what you will
But these memories are something that you cannot steal
Manipulative monster I hope you sleep well at night
You’re not even worth me putting up a fight
Manipulative monster one day you’ll roll in your grave
When I speak up so loud of how I was your little slave
Manipulative monster you make me so very sick
I hope nobody deals with you again, you fucking prick.
